Here We Go Again...

First off, to all yall out there picking and choosing your choice veggies and brown shit to challenge yourselves to this low carb thing, get off the damn wagon already!!!! I swear this shit has taken the world by storm!!! It's like the 2004 Weight Watchers plan, what the fuck are you thinking? Next thing you know there will be no more fast food, Dr. Phil will be shot by Oprah and the US will be trying to figure out another gimmick to take your mind off the war, remember viagra? (Not a fan). Take your ass off the couch, hit the gym, and stop thinking the less you eat the less you weigh, how about the less I sit on this chair and the more I get into these routines I see while flipping from Sportscenter commercials maybe I can feel good about myself because I did something other than complain about why Burger King went low carb...dumb asses.

I got a comment yesterday from some girl in CT, just to let you know ma, my profile says that I'm single, but my hearts taken. I learned a valuable lesson about dating women with kids. Not to say that it's all bad, but it's not all good either, no I don't have any yall (last of a dying breed). So many things to comment on that but I won't just yet. Before I forget you mentioned you have a man....when you said that my chickenhead radar started to blip very loud, you might want to reconsider hooking up with me, because I have no intentions on hooking up with you. No disrespect, but I don't date no one with "others".

To clear the air though, I just had my first Real Love come back in my life...to be honest I have absolutely no idea where this plans to go, hell I really don't think she does either, but I'm undeniably in Love with her, I think she knows that. It's the things I DON'T know that is my dilemma. Thing is, we've been apart for 7 years (no one went to jail). And ended things on that kind of note where after awhile you have no choice but to go on with life. We did, and so many changes happened within that period of time for both of us. How she found me, why she found me, and what the heck is going on in her heart I don't know. That is the hard part to figure out. I do enjoy the times we spend together now, talking to her and seeing her, it's just weird when you can do all this and in the back of your mind you are saying "where did all this come from?" It's funny, when we were together, you would think that we were married the way we treated each other, it was almost like we know each other like a book and enjoyed reading each other. Her family is mad cool, as is mine. Our friends thought we were going all the way (with a few haters in the bunch -you know for balance) I don't want to talk about what happened to break us up (miscommunications and misunderstandings period). It's the future I'm looking foward to, I just don't know if there is anything bright there in the Love department. God knows I never stopped Loving her, even while we both was in our seperate states...you can say that the people I was with during those 7 years were given a good amount of me, but never all of me (sad but true). I always had this feeling like things weren't done between us, but reality was saying she ain't coming back kid, fugghetaboutit. I guess what they say is true Real Love doesn't die...I just wish I knew in this case. Now don't go and tell me to rush things and have a sit down and all that because if you know this woman like I do, she don't like to be rushed for shit. So I don't plan to. If this takes forever then fuck it, Rome wasn't built in a day either. If it don't work, then somehow we gotta make it through life right? Let me stop now before yall start cueing the damn violins.

Die fucking Lakers...Die with your bitch ass yellow and purple. I should send some white girls to your rooms while - what it's been done already? Oh yeah Kobe...I don't know about that kid I'm still hot at him for cheating on his family like that. Notice how I say family, the baby wasn't a year old yet!!!! As much as I don't like the kid as a player for the team I hate, as a person I hate to see a brother in that position. If you beat the case dog, then get a fucking pre-nup otherwise that tattoo will be the only thing you have left from this chick...dumb ass.

Ronald Reagan died and once again the USA forgets about our people dying in Iraq over bullshit he started waaaaaaaay back. Big fucking whoop ok?

If I J-Kwon goes platnium then I'm through with hip hop. What the fuck is wrong with the music nowadays? For those who don't know, these are my top 10 albums of all time in the order of 1 being the best and 10 being the almost best.
10. 9. Ghostface - Ironman/Supreme Clientele (once you've listened to this mans lyrics and actually understand them you have one of the most slept on albums)
8. Nas - Illmatic (remember 80% of that album was freestyle, what happened then? I just don't know)
7. Dr. Dre - The Chronic (after NWA this album was the best structured album the west coast had to offer.
6. Jay-Z - Reasonable Doubt (the first version!!! forget the one you see in Best Buy now, I'm talking about the one yall missed when it first dropped - fire!!)
5. Big Pun - Capital Punishment (I swear I get nothing but hell for this one, but you show me someone who can spit to those beats and actually get with this dude check Deep Cover 99 (twins) and you can see even Fat Joe had problems)
4. Public Enemy - Fear of a Black Planet (Even this album scared black people too, By the time I get to Arizona and Fight the Power are two standouts)
3. Jay-Z - In My Lifetime Volume 1 (Track 4 is the story of my life, from front to back, this is one of the best I ever heard in the time of commercial hip hop, see Where I'm From, You Must Love Me, and of course Lucky Me.)
2. Tupac - Makaveli or Me Against the World (Unlike Ghostface, this is a tie, peep the smoothed out Temptations on MAtW and the anger on the Makaveli album and you have the reasons he's number 2.
1. Biggie - Ready to Die (Simply put from life to death, everything between was hot, see Machine Gun Funk, Warning, The What, Everyday Struggle, and the ghetto love song Me and my Bitch top that with Suicidal Thoughts, then you have my number one of all time.)

The rest of yall need help. The Champ is out, shout out everyone on my good side.