What's Pain???

I remember my drill instructor from boot camp ask us that question...I remember the answer too.  "Pain is the deliverance through defeat, through pain comes forth discipline, through discipline, we break down those whose rise against us".  There's more, but that was all about plattoon pride.  I believe this to be true, you live and you learn.  I dealt with all kinds of pain.  From what you've read you know where most of it stemmed from.  Yet, I come to the conclusion that the pain I once felt has been gone for some time.  For all the bullshit I done been through, that one emotion that has come and reared its ugly head in my life is on vacation.  I can no longer waste my time trying to keep people in my life who don't want to be there.  Nor can I focus on trying to change mistakes made in the past, I can only be me.  For some of you who have come and gone in my life, if you have graduated to the gone part, then stay gone.  My life is complicated enough without you fucking up matters more.  Sometimes I tend to wonder what the hell I did to you to have you come and attempt to mess with my head (key word- attempt) cost me nothin, pay you no mind.

Fuck Bush...just had to get that one out.

I've thought about going on a reality show, give the world some of the Champ's points and views on whats happening.  Thing is, I still think these shows are bullshit, with the exception of The Apprentice, and Joe Schmo, maybe even the RW&RR Inferno (shout out C*), the others are just bullshit.  Made for Chicken TV.  Hmmmmm...we'll see, cause if I do, then I will be blogging still, and they just might be a little more interesting.

To my new stalker in life, welcome aboard.  You've made me the most happening thing in your life, anyway, there aren't any windows good enough to see in my room, so if thats you with the flashing around 11:30 on Thursday nights, you might want to come in the day when I am mowing the lawn.  I'm usually topless, so if you want a shot of my 8 pack then you got it right there.  One more thing, the calls at 3 in the morning with you just breathing needs to stop.  If you was a good stalker, you would know that I work at night.  damn.....

So I had the same title twice?  And????  I used that because of the content in which I was speaking - wait- what the hell am I explaining to you for?  Cost you nothin' pay me no mind. 

On that note, I have to go, shout out to The Firm, 413, The 5 Elements, *K, *Y, Jelly (kidding), Bling Bling from Bumfights, Team Game Ova (my 3 on 3 team), And 1 (the support), Hot93.7, Power 104.1, Angelica from Chestnut Key for breakfast again, the whole 617, and 508.  To all my crew, extended crew, fam, and extended crew, much love. 

The Champ