Life, Love, and Purple Haze....

I went back to the same dunkin donuts today, yup you guessed it, homegirl was working made my shit in like 30 seconds. I put a nickel in the tip cup and asked what was the point on trying to get me arrested due to your incompetence? She said she thought I was stealing, I told her she robbed me of my time, I took my dollar back cause she couldn't replace the $10.50 I lost in the hour I was late getting to work. Now if that doesn't balance out in my favor, I don't know what does. She smiles and apoligizes. For the record though, I made it a point to ask if it was the hoodie and sweats that made her think less of me as a customer, she says that my attire promoted that of someone who DOES NOT want coffee. So I guess if I said I worked at the Post Office or some shit like that, love would've been given, yet I was young, clean cut, and looked like I wanted to rob the place you just felt the need to waste my time and piss me off more....uh, I just don't get some people, you make the call.

I picked up School Daze for like $5 on dvd, no not the bootleg yall. Unfortunatley Spike Lee will get real money for a real dvd. I can't disrespect him like I do the Wayans Brothers (moms has White Chicks on bootleg - that shit is worth the fuzzy screen with the tilt and the drunk chick next to the cameraman trying to give some shoutouts like she on TRL or some shit) . Now I have 4 of his movies, I plan on getting them all except Clockers, Girl 6, and the 25th Hour. Jungle Fever, She's Gotta Have It, He Got Game(the dvd - I have the tape) all are next in my collection. I rather have his movies collected cause I grew up on him. I can't say I totally agree with his views on certain things, but he reps NY to the fullest, willing to piss off Reggie Miller(I never liked him) and not afraid of saying what's on his mind even when he's wrong. I just wish him and Tarrantino would get along, those two are my favorite directors.

To J*, I know you have a tough pill to swallow man, I've been there. I know we haven't met in person, one day the Champ above will allow it. Yet I know you's a good dude, just woke up a little late. I hope the time you have you use it to do YOU. My advice from now is to not focus on the intangibles, keep doing what you have to do to make things work for you. Life goes on as should you, I read your blog. It looks like you somewhat have the idea down, I just hope you focus on it. The more you torture yourself with those things that could've been, the less you are going to focus on the one thing that matters...YOU. The time for pointing fingers, and trying to figure out right from wrong is pretty much done. It's all about living now. No matter what happens, if you still feel the need to ask for advice from me about anything, feel free. Remember, we haven't seen each other, so I'm still a voice on a screen. I can only respond to what you type, just know that I won't 'talk' back, just listen.

To K* I read your blog too. It's hard to go with this blog without addressing you too. I have a deeper connection with you because of our affiliation. I want to say that it does bother me that you two broke up, the reasons behind it called for it I know. No one would've won anyway, considering the longevity of the problem (I am not in the position to go into detail of my peoples business so blog world forgive me) I pray that someday you find that piece of the puzzle that completes you. God knows the hell we've been through these past several years, for the record though, stay on the rainbow, you're pot of gold is going to come through sooner or later. Until then, keep your smile on, some people can't get tired of seeing it. I learned alot of things these past few months. No matter what happens, you and I are not to become estranged again, and you will always remain my friend period.

My Red Sox won again bitches, if you from MA then you have to show love for this team, hell I never even watched baseball until after going to Fenway Park and seeing a game for myself. It was boring as hell, but when you understand the game, its not so bad. I just know one thing, if we do beat the Stankees, I don't give a shit how many banners NY got, they will be the team who gave our Sox hell all these years, but couldn't keep the curse going. I just pray I'm alive long enough to see them go into a 100+ year Series slump. I know, I know....we gave up alot of shit in the past years, but I seriously think we have the best chance this year. Same with the Patriots, now the Celtics? Ummmmmmm.....................

To any person who calles himself the 'dopeman' if you are selling trees, please do not try to pass off any dried out hydro as purple haze. My crew has robbed you many of times and warned you of coming around the neighborhood. If getting chased to your car by Sheila and her crazy sista with the hotcomb wasn't enough to convince you that my hood is smart on the trees, then you might as well wear protective gear when entering uptown. We all know you have to hustle, but when you start lying on the quality of your shit, one can only assume you are lacing your shit. You will now be treated as though you are, considering you are still lying and you won't leave well enough alone. Take that shit to the acres, or outside of the hood. Here, that's your ass.

My el went out again...shit. I notice that when I look at K*'s blog I see my link under "where it is always 4:20" I liked it at first, but I don't want yall to think that what you see is coming from a "certain" perspective or state. Most of the blogs I do are when I'm sober, no I don't have a problem, and yes with my IQ I need to be making Jeopardy money. It's just that I do smoke, and when I get the chance I will not hesitate to let you know when I'm in that particular state.

One more message to the 'dopeman'. Just cause Jadakiss is saying it in his rhymes DOES NOT constitute you raising your prices. You will be robbed on the spot if you say that your shit is the fire and think that 2 els for $30 is your idea of a deal. Especially if the day before you was pushing the same thing at 3 el's for $25. Once a nigga starts pulling out scales and shit you tend to wonder how long he been in the game. Don't insult my intelligence. Especially if you can't stay consistent in your re-up, I will exploit you and pass off your cell phone number at gay clubs and jehovah witness temples.

Well that's a wrap, tomorrow is my day off, and I'm going to enjoy that shit like I made it North

I'm out, enjoy that Shaq freestyle dissin Kobe

Da Champ