Problems......

Sorry I left you....

I find myself getting these migranes that cause me to turn off the lights and just stare off into darkness alot. I turn off the ringer on the phone and hope no one bothers me. I don't go with asprin cause the taste alone will have me bitching about alot more than a headache. As much as I would like to give yall the most recent things that piss me off and or I find rather interesting, I am somewhat faced with a moral dilemma....

I have a friend, ok let's be a little more specific, she is an old girlfriend that after our pissy ass break up we still remained cool through it all. She recently got with some dude, came across this huge settlement, and moved her ass down to Florida with him in tow. Now I know what this girl has been through, and I sympathize with her because I know what's really good with her. (For the record, I won't give yall the details, it's her business.) Anyway, we kept contact through June with her cell phone breaking on her when the first hurricane hit. Last time I checked, she was in the 'falling' state. Dude only been with her for months, so I will never understand how he ended up down there. Still yet, I found out today that he's beating that ass now and trying to force her into marraige. With absolutely no family down there for her, she has no one to turn to. How did I get involved? Well.....

I went to the gas station today, regular shit. I was approached by the girl's mother who I never got along with as we were dating. I mean, she was a total control freak, who had to point out every single fault this girl had just to try and scare me away, when that didn't work, she did the same thing on me to scare her. Anyway, she asked me if we could talk, so I went and sat in her car. She begins to tell me how my friend would call damn near everyday and then it all of a sudden stops. She called a few days ago crying, hysterical, distraught. Saying he beat the shit out of her. No not punch, not push.....beat the shit out of her. I didn't want to show any emotion while in that car, so I let her show it for me. She couldn't finish her words after she said what he did, it was like she couldn't believe that what she was saying was real. She started to cry, I just froze, cause I still had my doubts on the woman you know?? She then asks me how I feel about the situation, I say I'm not happy that's about all I could say without giving away my feelings. Well, my friend informed her of my past uh......expeditions??? So needless to say, she wants me to take care of business. Damn....

So what now? Here I am trying to be a peaceful dude, feeling like Jewels in Pulp Fiction, ready to put it all down and go roam the earth. Now this shit gives me the option to go back one more time and save a friend's life. To bring the pain once again....honestly yall, I don't want to, I really don't. I mean I can't save the world right? Here's my rock...I stand by my beliefs and follow my morals, I don't condone any type of domestic abuse and I feel as though if a dude puts his hands on a woman, he should be able to accept and handle all consequences across the board. When I'm put to work, I look at the severity of the situation and then handle things accordingly so it don't happen again. That was why I did things. Here's my hard place....the girl in question is my ex, her moms who at one point didn't like me, all of a sudden wants me to put in work??? Let's look at the magic 8-ball......

Not likely......any feedback on this one?

Da Champ