Back By Popular Demand....

First things fucking last....for the shit that I have been reading during the the past week and change, as many of comments that I had in my head, I understand that is the reason why it hurts so much. So instead of coming off and wasting my time beating a dead horse, all I'm going to say is...

"Enough is enough, I've become exausted trying to sit back and take in the dumb shit you do as some type of redemption of things done in the past, or some type of newfound understanding of how you really feel. These past months I've watched you self destruct on your own. What happened had absolutely nothing to do with me, there was no facade, there was no smokescreen, you made an attempt to keep something going that was lost a long time ago before me, WAY before me. The time for pointing fingers just cause you're not getting your way is done now. I could easily put down some of these emails I have and change your tune, but dammit enough is enough. I really do not want to take this into 2005 and I'm sure she doesn't either. That blog of yours only showed me the lack of progression in your understanding of who you were actually with. Remember I wasn't around for those 5 years that you cherish so much, but for the 6 months that I was, you've constantly reminded me how much you loved her, yet you constantly reminded her how much you loved yourself. I took a good look at the archives, the old posts, and no I don't see any kind of airing out when it came to you, but looking at your shit, I wonder why you put her out there like that. That's some Junior High shit, for real. All I know is, let this be the end of it. No more bullshit, stop leading the people, cause if you remember Y* then you know how some of us feel when we are being lied to. So I'll tell you what, let's not have any repeats of what went down in that car, let's not go off and tell the world shit that was never said, or feelings that were never there, enjoy your dates, do what you have to do. Just keep doing you...I'm sure the rest of the world agrees it's the best thing for all of us."

....cause I'm just plain tired of reading the bullshit. For real.

My Sox are 0-2 against the Yankees. If ever a time I have come close to popping a blood vessel or three this is the one. I know someone down south is having a ball with this series. All I know is we have to win 4 straight. It can be done right? Right?? RIGHT???

Besides the above, I'm okay. I had a very relaxing weekend and most importantly I had a chance to enjoy it with a good friend. Can't wait til the sequel.

To P* thanks for your words and keeping it extra thorough for me through this ordeal. Trust when I say, you are on the VIP if you ever hit the 413.

To K* you've been wonderful....absolutely WUN-DUR-FUL.

5 Elements, HOT 93.7, Antonio's Pizza, Oil Man at the bus station, Brother's Inc. , and of course the 413.

Enjoy the real, stray from the bullshit.

Da Champ