It Is What It Is

Even though I have just mini vacationed in Maryland, I have come to the conclusion that The Wire is my favorite show. It's shows like these that make On Demand all worth having.

So that was my trip to Maryland, and I will be going back, the question is when? I have so much to do when I go back down there. To be honest, my woman can be selfish all she wants with me, cause I don't know no one else for one, and my reliability factor on some people have diminished with time. Don't get me wrong we still crew and love is love, but in order to get things accomplished, you gotta ride solo sometimes. That's what I have to do now. I have come to realize that if I don't go out and hop in my car and drive somewhere, guess what?? No one is coming to see me. To some, you're probobly thinking that shit should be ok, do you. But when you are the one that creates the atmosphere that people feel comfortable in, you tend to get requested for your services rather than a hang out partner. So shit must cease and desist. Gotta weigh them out as friends, see how they play the game on their side. See how or if the love is shown back. It's things like this I try to stay away from because if they at least make it to that 'friend' title, tests like these shouldn't have to be initiated, but it is now 2004, friendships come and go as quick as the roll of the dice. The glare across the nightclub, the hating on the basketball court, a lost bet, ANY words that come from the girlfriend of the dude that she has wrapped, all these things can break a bond nowadays. From the personal to the petty, we all need to check ourselves and our peers every now and then. Not to judge, but to keep each other on our toes.


So with that said, I don't want to step on toes but fuck it, it is what it is. Damn man, on to the happy shit.

Def Jam pulls Jay-Z, Cam leaves the Roc, someone smoked Ol Dirty (no someone rolled Ol Dirty up a'la How High and tried to bring him back like the Ivory), Tupac with another album, Lil' Kim reality show, white people riding Kanye's dick, black people riding Kanye's dick, nuff with the rap report, I all of a sudden need to take a long shit.

quick one for the hater(s), I'm still in love, and she is too. . . what, you thought I was going to put more???

Big up Rockstar North for GTA San Andreas, I must've got shot up at least 50 times for trying to take over a block with just an oowop (that's an Uzi to yall surburban cats) and a nine. Unlike the others, you lose points for using codes and shit, so you gotta think twice before going gusto. Best believe, muthafuckas will shoot at you if you come on their block even if you doing something else. Real hood shit, I'm still a little shaken by some of the shit the cops be saying like "Go get the noose" I mean a game based in the hood wouldn't be authentic without the n-word and all, and I'm glad that Samuel L. Jackson plays the most racist cop out there, because he wouldn't approve of the game without knowing if this was just an exploitation of South Central LA. I'm happy it took forever to come out, cause shit like that takes planning...good tactical planning.

Things that made me (_________) in 2004 is coming in 2 weeks.

Guess who else is coming in two weeks...

My Pats done took the AFC north again, I don't give two shits about Pittsburgh, Philly, Baltimore just cause yall show us NO LOVE (evn we sell Ray Lewis and Ed Reed jerseys), and San Diego. My concern is Indy, and if we meet in the playoffs, remind me to keep my dough, cause that is going to make some people cry. I refuse to be one of them.

On that note, I'm out. I just wasn't in the mood to talk about chickens, for I just got off the phone with K*, I'm in a very good mood. Speaking of which, I have to email her.

Yall be cool....

Da Champ