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I see these cats done fucked around and got them a big ass concert for those tsunami victims, that's good to go, I just hope that when we get hit by an act of God these same cats look at us and try to return the favor. I mean really, if that mudslide in Cali took out 3/4 of the West Coast, then you think other countries would rally together to help? Hmmm. But wait, we are America, the free country, we have to set the example. I don't mind helping folks, really I don't. I just think that we are taking this whole tsunami thing a little too far. Especially when we are facing our own little mini recession, where our social security is in the air hovering, and our medical insurance is about as fucked up as the person trying to take it away. We are in debt out of our ass as a nation, we are paying for this war on the low, which causes me to further think this war had a lot to do with the natural disaster's of this world. All that shit going into the air is going to cause some type of shift in the climate, don't be surprised if something new goes down every other month. Anyway, you got kids with little lemonade stands, throwing plays, little tsunami offerings in church, I mean damn, where was all this shit when the election was over? After all, the natural disaster is pretty much the same right? Now please don't get me wrong, I don't mind helping out the next person, but I really think if we ain't got it, then we just ain't got it. Like Ced said, "I'll put something on it" Bush says we should give like 10 billion, they say they need like only 6, you be the judge.

Now, with that said, It's good that we give the president a total of 8 years to fuck this country up. A full 10 and who knows when that button would be pushed. I'm still all for a woman in the office anyway, I mean who would want to go to war with her? Now figuring out who could run this country? That's a tough one, but I'm not against the idea.

Between 12 and 2 I get to watch Half Baked at work. Maybe this night won't be so bad.

Oh wow, yo J* congrats on another nephew, I see you and #5 are great, that's good. I'll see you soon.

Oh yeah sis, might as well give you my 11 things never said to people who used to be or in my life now... (not in any particular order)

11. I had the chance to go to a 4 year school and play basketball. Not only that, but it was the black school that I should've graduated from, instead I waited a whole year for you to graduate, when you did, the school wasn't interested in me, and you left anyway. You cheated and you got a kid now. . . wonder who won out of that one.

10. What makes us civil is that you are my blood relative, you don't have any say in my life. Yet it doesn't mean I will stay out of yours, you tried to kill me, but it didn't work, with that said, you will be reminded at least 3 times a year about the downfall of keeping me alive, that's me being succesful.

9. ....I never felt right in that condo your mother has, hell I never felt right around your mother anyway, I know she doesn't like me cause she always asks me when I'm going to a better job (like being a manager of a Foot Locker at 17 wasn't good enough), for real though? I see where you get that uppity, anal, prissy ass attitude from, makes me glad were not together anymore.

8. I don't come visit you because you have lived as close as a floor away, and you never bothered to visit me really, why? I'll never know, but I will say you are the top dog in the list of males in my life who done let me down one way or another. You never did shit for my moms either, so as far as I'm concerned we are known associates.

7. That particular night where we were all having a cipher and you found out the girl that heads ran the train on was your sister, understand that even if you were there, there was nothing you could do, I mean the shit happened twice dog, no need to act like you give a shit.

6. Your body was on the money when we were together, you were getting your dance on and all, heads all jealous cause I was the only dude with a stripper for a woman, yet you fell off over the years, you was always petite, but you done went anorexic on me. I hope you aren't hitting the pipe, I doubt that you are, but skiing on the other hand....

5. I don't give a shit how much you want to take for blame in the situation, but let me be there at the time, I would've fucked you up, real bad.

4. You can love him until your face turns blue, but if you can't see past the fact that he has 8 kids with 6 different mommas, you need to pass the fuck out anyway.

3. I'm scared, I'm scared I'm going to come home to bad news, get it over the cell phone, as much as you are doing, it's like I need reassurance everyday to stay content. I love you like I love life itself, hell you helped in that department, when one wasn't there, all I had was you, to picture myself without you is hard, and it scares the shit out of me. Sure we talked, yet I'm human...sorry.

2. As much as I wanted something different to happen between us, it didn't. I really don't think you took as much time to think this through, and if so, it sure as hell didn't go right for either of us. What sucks is that you and I could never be cool again, not even on a civil level. The bridge is burned, and I'm not the one holding the matches. Only this time, I'm not asking why. I'm saying thank you. Cause I know if we were together right at this very moment, we would make our lives hell for each other.

1. You should know that this world used to be cold, now it's damn near frostbitten. So much misdirected anger, oppresion, recession, society on the downswing. I tell you, it's only getting worse, so pay attention!!! You have to listen and learn, most importantly mind your family, cause it is them that will make sure you are okay. You will venture out to different parts and see so much, just wait, it'll be there before you know it.

I'm out
Enjoy the NFL Playoffs (Go Pats!!!)

Da Champ