Point Blank and Period

You know what? I should've taped that show Revelations, on NBC. Things are just about to turn upside down over this way long as the war is going on you know? I wonder if you really think whether or not this war is going to end. I once used to look at those movies and wonder if there are people out there who know just a little bit more than we do. Ok, we all know the truth, somebody does know us a little more than we know ourselves, but look at it this way....somebody is pushing the buttons, somebody knows what the fuck is going on all over. Cause, if not, then how the hell is there such a coinsidence when it comes to these natural disasters? I mean we went 20 good years without alot of bullshit, alot of unnecessary bullshit. I mean some fools of course graduated into the wonderful world of nigga stardom yet, that's local everywhere, but as far as the whole world is concerned....hmmmm.

On another note though, I am not going to sit and talk about this world and it's problems, shit we would be here all day. I wonder if I should take the time out to do a spoken word about my ex's, you know...let em' know a little sumthin' sumthin'. It was on my mind after a phone call...so please, if you relate. Feel free to cut and paste for those who want to make that cameo apperance.

You blew it
worse than going all in
on a bullshit hand
the one who took my place
no longer your man
to try and figure out
where you went wrong
makes for a demo tape
of nothing but sad songs
the pain you left inside
took its toll
but didn't last long
I know I had faults
but the real was in front
of your face
you chose to replace
didn't give a shit
when you put me in that state
now you are back
life with him not on track
just where did the love go
and why you still holding back
facts
I forgave you
still you remind me of
the past
a love that was real
but could not stand to last
I could've played asshole
but handled you with class
now you go back to him
and let it grow like grass
as for the flip side of things
I know what these calls mean
just know that you're benched now
I got Jordan on my team
no need to backtrack
and guest star in your dream
where the title is
You, Me the Present, Past,
and in Between
the book is closed now
and put in the basement
no talks when I pass
just nods to the pavement
we civil but more
would be an overstatement
we had our time together
and any time after would be wasted
the door shuts behind you
no revolving apparatus
my status is taken
don't get it mistaken
I have the type of love
that don't need to get shaken
full blooded black
with a hint of Jamaican
nothing fake about her
that's why other chicks be hatin'
tight little frame
personality of greatness
you can't match my level of happiness
cause I'm saying though
she made this
I would be a fool to leave
the one who loves me
unconditionally
from the real to a thought
with you
especially
just know when I was with you
I stayed true
to leave her for you
would make for an outcome of
lose/lose
and a dude like me
hates to lose
and loves to win
established in heart
and a new life to begin
just know I wish you well in life
but that life don't have me there
and if you can't deal with me
being involved with mine
just know that we don't care.

Ha ha ha, oh man ever take a good shit? I mean a really good shit, the kind that motivates you to do those activities you ain't think about doing before but just have that new feeling. Ahhhhhh, gotta love that. Anyway, feel free to comment, but trust, as far as burning bridges, I ain't holding the match there, fuck it.

Til then, I'll holla
yall be cool
enjoy my BoSox

DaChamp