So You Know.....

What's good yall, ok so I was wrong about Tennessee and LSU, damn man least I didn't put no cheese down, anyway, I am still tweaking my computer at home, so I will be doing sproradic posts here and there. As far as what's below, yet another one of those things that just sort of come to mind. Seeing that it came to mine, I put it down...oh, for the record, please don't look any deeper than what it is, if there is anyone out there who might see this and take it a certain way, understand that I am NOT talking about anyone in particular, so please don't go there, I do not feel like having to try to explain myself over my work. I am open to comments and criticism, but stay away from the "are you talking about me?" type shit, cause if I'm that annoyed, believe me I will have some shit for you, and trust, you won't like it...at all. So with that said, enjoy.......

So You Know....



I can't count
how many times
I woke up at night
and just stared at the sky
wondering if I'll see you
after we both die
it's what haunts me at night
how things just ain't right
how we both fell apart
and let go without a fight
so much to say
that don't matter to you
anyway
having to find it in myself to call
just to say "hey"
and learn to stay away
from the past
yet today
I pray you find love
and that love won't decay
just know now that I never forgot you
or hope you got the germ
or that somebody shot you
your loss is the gain
of one who has felt
that type pain
a new love
but this ain't no sequel
I'm sure I loved you
but this ain't no equal
it's a little more focused
unique
not surreal
what's funny is that
I don't think you forgot about me
just know I'm at where I'm at
and I be where I be
and for my future
the joy you bring me
while we apart
reflects how we grew
from our rocky start
you got a band aid big enough
for a man's broken heart
to remind me of the fact
that when you die inside
you can come back
with a new lease on life
to overcome the strife
to recover from old wounds
to remove the steak knife
and see the small things
the gifts that love brings
from long walks in parks
to long talks on the swings
to move ahead together
past life as a team
and when the time comes
for God to add one
just know the world knows
at that time
I won't run
cause I feel we bigger
than a Maury episode
fuck a paternity test
lie detector
or I ain't the daddy show
fake ass decoys
chickens and hot boys
with cars like they mouth
just run and they make noise
and when they can't keep it together
they fall apart like a hooptie
and the King now a peasant
treat the Queen like a groupie
fuck that
we too smart to fall into those traps
let em' run they yap
while we happy
and bread stacks
let the haters hate
cause they can't and will not relate
when it's all said and done
I hope I see you after we cross the gates
what we do is for us
a seed that can only grow
what we have is forever
and that's just so you know....


and to think it took me forever to actually go ahead and publish this, I don't know why really, but after reading it, why not? I don't give a shit how sappy it sounds to some of yall. The Lakers lost, by 20 at that so I'm cool regardless of the womens tournament. Anyway, the Stankees cracked my BoSox' ass and you know what? There's like over a hundred games left, so whatever.

Yall be good, enjoy
Kojak

daChamp