P.S.A. 2

Big up my whole crew on Dresden Street, I sure didn't mind taking that cheese in a game of Cee-Lo, yo D, you need some air conditioning nigga, I almost fell out picking up that last pile of money.

...oh, I will be there next week too.

I had K* on the brain yesterday, I found myself just awake looking at the phone like damn. It's ok though, we talked today, and right before I am talking to yall now, so know that the Champ is fine now.

It's hard trying to cram all of this in one half hour, but hey even the library personell understands who it be hitting these keys so damn hard. Trying to put a post together in my head is damn near impossible considering that I have so much to talk about, and you can't forget the infamous spoken word pieces that I think of. That, plus the people in my life that been just like a sitcom day to day. I just try to bring yall what I can, enjoy it and laugh. The serious stuff like what you see below is when I'm just concerned really. No matter how angry I sound, you will KNOW when I'm talking to you. Believe that.





If there is anything I can't stand, it's fairweather friends and fam....

It has been brought to my attention that someone close to me isn't exactly feeling the love at home. Now I'm no expert, but there comes a time in our lives where we all sit down and analyze the love and how its spread throughout the household. You look at brothers and sisters (in my case cousins - I'm an only child) and you take what they have and compare it to what you have. The times they go out and leave you behind, when you get your ass whooped, the difference in praise when you do something good. All this plus more ties into those comparisons. Yet, what do you do when you are the odd one out? Stuck in a position where every day whether you like it or not, you ask yourself....damn do I belong? Is this a good fit for me? F-ck that am I a good fit for them? All this plus the added pressure of those examples above can be one that can tip the scales not in favor of the person asking. What I grew up learning is that love should be spread for all in the house no matter if there is family or friends there, long as there is peace, there should be love right??? I have an ex- who is adopted, moms has a shitload of kids living in that house (three are grown and out thank God) anyway, she was always the one babysitting and cleaning and doing all the motherly things that she wasn't even prepared for at such a young age. This followed her all the way until she moved out, but let me take you right before that.....

Her mom was one of those Apostalic stay in church but cuss when you get out types of cats. The one who has no problem cussing you out one minute and in the same breath begin crying and praying about why God this and that. Total hypocrite. Anyway, she repeatedly kicked this girl out the house, embarrassed her in front of friends, family, the hood', me (not like I cared, it was just f-ucked up when you trying to go to the movies and you got your girls moms like "----------- don't like to shower in the morning".) It was just a struggle for her. It wasn't a problem until her moms put it in her head that God told her that I was cheating, from there on, it was downhill. Long story short, the woman had one child of her own. He and I are cool, yet he has been in and out of jail, beat up on his girl numerous times, and has blew chances on college like I eat lollipops. She done bought him two cars, put a down payment on a apartment and helps raise a child that's 20% his (TRUST when I say I KNOW his girl was doing dirt dig me?) Meanwhile she gets treated like shit along with all the other kids living there. It's like, why even adopt??? Then again I know that there is a ton of money involved with that that the child doesn't really see, so it goes hand in hand. The question that these fake ass parents don't understand is "What the hell are you going to do when that child gets old enough and actually starts to question that love that has been questionable all their life? Some parents are bold enough to just say something dumb on the lines of "I raised you, that's all you need in life, to know how to live. Love? I got my own kids for that" Yes, I have heard someone say that to their grown son. It becomes an even bigger issue if that person becomes successful and then the parent all of a sudden feels a little resentment because even with their half ass love they were showing, it wasn't enough to break the spirit or the soul of the child. With that they don't really know how to act or respond, because they don't expect the child to have questions. If not that, they just don't expect that person to reach out to them in that way. They go and ask other relatives about the person, send out their little minions to "check up" on things. God help you if the person that is going to check up on you is one of the "favorites" cause no matter how good you are trying to live, it's what they say that can make or break you.

So with that I wish I could change this cycle, so many children being put into homes without that universal love. Shit, even some of these actors that adopt these kids from out the country, I mean right here in the US they are walking by kids all up and down Hollywood. Something is definatley wrong here. Yet, we as a society are not really focused on family values, just issues. Love has turned into a word that has to be defined by what we do surrounding it as opposed to how we should be living through it. Brothers killing brothers, sisters killing babies, children killing children.....f-ucking sad, but it's real.

Parents, please....love your children, unconditionally and with the equal amount of love for everyone. If you can't do that then re-adjust your life to which you can. Cause what you have started, they will finish. Without love.....

you've finished before you've even started.


I'm out yall be cool
enjoy Friday

Da Champ