Fuck You

You know who you are dammit....

For you being you...
putting me in the position when as a kid you wanted me to be like you for all the wrong reasons, for attempting to make things hard for moms
and easier to you when I came in the picture
for introducing me to heroin, and cocaine.
to witness the mental effect it had on the women you sold on the street
for pulling up next to me in a Cutlass
for your bottom bitch to fess up that she was just weak and gutless
for making me look silly at Open house at school
for giving me bloody dollars at the store like a fool
for putting a gun in my face for the first time
for you aiming that shit at my crew for the first time
and you putting one in my shoulder for the first time
and me losing my boy in front of me for the first time
and me putting a gun in YOUR face for the first time
for you making me a hood nigga
before I became a good N.I.G.G.A.
Negro Into Gaining Great Achievements
future looking bright
but you still blind
and not seeing it
Fuck you for the traits that you left in me
the temper, the pain, a little rockiness, and empty
fuck you for all that I'm done im through
how we made peace I don't know but you ask God, He do.