Good Fucking RIddance...

When I'm in a jam
with my homegirl Jill
My cousin Trey across the room with a posse to kill
So I step in the middle
shake it just a little
Wait for some female to step up and pop junk
Give my cousin a cue,
treat the girl like a punk
Now I'm not tryin to say that I'm into static
But yo if you cause it, yup, we gotta have it
Cause I ain't goin out like a sucker no way
So I sit around the way
for you to make my day
We can go for the hands,
better yet for the words
Cause you'll be ignored,
and at the same time,
I'll be heard
throughout the city,
the town
and the country......

MC Lyte - 10% Dis

You muthafucking right I took yall there fuckers.

always the dollars....always the fucking dollars.... - Nicky - Casino


You would think that two people who finally got shit right would get together and live happily ever after? MAN HELL NAW!!!! I am not going to say I have problems, cause really I don't. What I have is an ex (is this a fucking trilogy???) who's on her way back from the South with one in tow and some fool to I guess have her child. Well word is, is that she's targeting the Champ, and the thing about it is, she is going to leave this dude either here or send his ass down there and try to make something happen. Hmm.... I don't know what's up with this shit. It just seems funny that two cats got to me with the news in the same week almost two days apart. Her brother found me at some spot, and the thing about it is, we just coincedently ended up there and said something on the lines of, "My sister was asking about you something serious" My thing is ain't she about to have a baby? and he comes with "yeah but she is leaving that fool, and if he start some shit yadda yadda yadda....but she keep asking about you though" I had to fisheye this nigga, I didn't want to really want to cause I have respect for dude, but then again that's when we were ballin' against each other, this is the streets, who fucking knows if he's in on it anyway? So I told dude that I was happily with someone with no intention on really rehashing some shit. He gave me the look like he understood, yet his face wasn't shook or disappointed. I got my shit and bounced.

Then we got her ex- neighbors who works at my mom's job (my ex job) I walk my dog KoCo over there from time to time and visit the old crew. Anyway, this particular visit had the both of them telling me that she had the crosshairs up and the laser on. Now why am I telling yall this? Well the next paragraph should explain why you see the classic Hip Hop Quotable up there, I may have even blogged about this particular ex before. Just for clarification, she didn't try to kill me (might as well have tried) and she was not the 1st. Anyway allow me to bring you up to speed as fast as I can.

7:30
Crazy
Insane
Fucked
No, Really Fucked
Left Field
Gone
The six pack without the plastic thing to keep them together
The headache you get from dirt weed
Pain in the ass
In the brain
In the heart
One tracked
Until......
Shit I don't even know
I fought hard with this person, and with all due respect to any of my ex's they know I don't like to fight. But I know reality is reality and all that other shit, but when the fucking arguements come out of nowhere and are completely pointless....you tend to lose fucking patience, you lose weight, you lose your job, and then your fucking marbles. Yes, this is what the fuck I had to deal with for a good amount of time. I said a long time ago, I will never ever strike a woman, but DAMMIT!!!! I was actually brought to the point where I needed to leave MY OWN vehicle and take a walk. Now after all this shit here - and then some.... I finally let her go in the worst way possible, actually I compare it to any scene where a kid doesn't want a dog anymore and tries to yell at it so it can run away. Yup, just like that. No I don't have any fucking remorse either, consider it just one of those instances where it was either that or cheat. Anyway, after it all, she received this big ass settlement, moved to Florida (see the damn archives if you like) and hook up with one dude who beat her ass and another who knocked her up (and from what I hear and down) .

Now she wants to come back...I know the pendulum swings the other way folks, but I'm the type who cuts that shit at the tippy, all that other shit is extra. Get you trapped type shit. This chick ain't know friend of mine, and I seriously doubt her and K* are going to sip latte's and talk like Gwen Stefani in that damn video. Fuck all that, why did I put that up top? Cause if I know my woman, like me she ain't having that shit. I think Lyte said it best and that's why I quoted it.

As far as I'm concerned, I have absolutely no feelings for this girl, that shit was done 4 months into the damn thing. Why oh why did I? You know that is a good question, but this one crept up on me, I didn't know that it would be fucked up until the moms stepped in. See that line from Casino? Get it now???

So good fucking riddance bitch, yeah I said it. We don't need to see each other cause I might put an el out on your forhead and spit on it to make sure it leaves a good mark. You marked me for a good minute and you should have paid. But without me, and you now with a seed (call it the curse to those who wrong me) you now have something to worry about for life, nevermind me. Cause I'm living, and you should know more than anyone, not to fuck with my life anymore.

I'm out (exhale) yall be cool
Be Home Soon Baby

Enjoy the NBA Season (Shout out Tim Duncan, my hair catching up with you)

DaChamp