The Room.....

I remember that room.....

The one where there are numerous exits, so many windows, so many doors. It sits in four walls and a floor with a freshly painted decorum with only one spot in a corner not quite done...it is in this spot is where I sit, waiting for the paint to dry. I'm tired, not from the work put in to make this room beautiful, but from the cats who are on the outside trying to tell me how to get out of this particular corner that I'm in. From break a window, to just walking across the floor and opening a door, to just following the exit sign and leave. Sounds simple enough, but when you are a person trying to do the right thing the right way, some things have a tendancy to just take forever. If that room is exited before the paint dries, one tends to wonder if that room will be appreciated the same with that broken window, or tracks on the floor. Can that room be looked at like "damn, that's a nice room, I can see that whoever did this took care in this project" or "damn, not only is the room just 'aight' but couldn't the person have fixed the window, or the hinge on the door? oh, and what the hell is that spot doing in the corner? - uh uh, fuck this we out this person didn't even care enough to finish the job" Questions like that tend to arise when goals and promises are made and whether or not they are followed through, there is always that feeling of whether or not there was any progress made to finish what was started. If things aren't happening fast enough, we question the person, and chances are in the 06 there aren't many questions....just statements and shit.

My room still has paint to dry, and as much as I want to break a window, I don't want to chance depreciating my value in myself to do a good job. I can only hope that others can appreciate a job well done.