Taking Out The Trash....

Top 20....and for all the wrong reasons.

I'm not talking about basketball, I'm talking about being in one of the most dangerous cities in the US. I'm sure you all have heard of that baby shower that got shot up this past week. It's been on Leno, CNN, Fox fucking news. To think that some of these cats would have some sense enough to get their shit together, instead of going around talking about. "Yo!!!! We harder than Hartford yo!!!" Shit is fucking ridiculous, and heads wonder why I'm leaving this bitch.


Thinking about shit, in 3 words or less....

Time: Not enough
Place: The House
Mood: Half Awake
Artist: Ghostface Killah
Weather: Cold and Breezy
Heart: Never Stronger
Food: Broccoli and Steak
Drink: Henny
Inspiration: K*
Joy: Dec 27th 77'
Pain: Year of 98'
Book: Up and Coming
Highlights: Hoop It Up
Moment: The Dunk Contest
Titles: 6...And Counting...
Military: US Marines
City: Can't Stand It
State: Peaceful and Calm
School: Newbury College
Competition: Myself
Sex: Got A Helmut???
Love: Til It Hurts
Skin: Chocolate Toned
Dream: To Foward Life
Nightmare: To Repeat Past
Peeve: Ignorant People
Anger: The Job
Peace: 12 Hour Talks
Life: Semper Fidelis
Death: Not An Option
2006: The Genesis

So Zab loses, we all knew that. I didn't see the fight because I was busy doing things that were long overdue.

Had to do some cleaning. Take out the garbage, and just breathe a little. In the past several years I had to do so much growing and deal with so much as time passed. With all the obstacles and negative people trying to either ruin me, or break me down, I managed to get passed all that with my life still intact. Thank yall for the pain, simply because I never forgot what love is. You all made me as strong as I am today, for all the bullshit that was tossed my way, all the money that was spent, all the shit that I did....you know what??? I don't take back any of it, not at all. I know what I did was coming from my heart, and even if it was taken for granted, I don't regret doing the things I did to keep yall happy, to keep peace in the household, to keep sanity and positive vibes all around. I didn't like being used, but I did what I did just because I thought believing in something and someone like yall would actually change yall. Yeah I was wrong, but
why not? Call me Super-save-a-chick if you want to, still yet though it fucking sucks that yall returned what I did with insults, insecurity, greed, and pretty much any fucking thing that would generate some kind of positive response from anyone who actually gave a shit and KNOWS what love is. I'm not mad at yall, not anymore. I can't be either, I see some of yall out there in the streets and you know what? I'm so much better off without yall, so better off without that negative energy around me. Through my bout with depression, I had to come home to the I don't care's and the total disregard for my feelings. I lost weight and I didn't care much about shit. It got so bad I actually questioned my purpose in life. Somehow through all of this I didn't lose my faith in someone out there actually loving me for me. I didn't lose my sight of what I really wanted. Hell I was pushed away, thrown away, and almost taken for alot of dough, still yet though, I had enough in me to rid myself of all that, and although some of the negative feelings and tension still had an impact on me, I made myself put that to the side just to find the good in people, simply because I knew they were still out there. Bottled it up, and put it way down in the system. There are times where those feelings rear their ugly head, but NOT ANYMORE. The trash has been taken out folks. I still have my sight, my vision, is intact. I am happy on all levels, I have the best person in the world....not backing me, but on my side.

While some still hate
and others just can't relate
my heart state is great
and the love escalates....

-"unfinished piece by DaChamp himself"


On that note, I'm out
enjoy those 65degree days
and conversations with the one you love....

yall be good.....
...I am
DaChamp