All Signs Point North....

Yes people the last post was real....no really it was.

I have been on a good streak as of late, I mean, I don't play baseball, so I can't blame myself for that. But still things have been looking up for me. I was offered a position at a good job and the position was a bit higher than the one I applied for, so that's what's happening. I also decided to look into going back to school which is even better for me as well, because we all know that in this day and age it is good to have a degree in order to get seriously paid.

What is it that I will be doing? Back to the kids. I can't lie, I felt so comfortable working with them, because I look at my childhood and how fast I actually grew up, being an only child you would think that I was a spoiled rotten kid with this snot nosed attitude, but really I wasn't. I spent most of my time quiet, didn't follow around nobody, and when the streetlights came on, I was already inside. While some of my people's got in the crack game, I was running numbers for the neighborhood candy store owner, and bringing my G-ma's cakes to different people around the way. Although I played games and stuff, still I didn't really have the freedom to do some of the things that I wanted to do, so instead I created my freedom in writing. Maybe I can teach these kids the basics of it, and who knows? It can open doors for them as well.

Life takes some turns, and so far it looks like I'm going right. Fully detoxed (no yearn to burn) and a clear vision, I look to retrieve things lost in my journey. Like some, I too am tired of fighting. My past, myself, and my job has been nothing but losing battles, not in the sense that I layed down the King and conceded, but more like dwelling on the wrong things and allowing roadblocks to my path of happiness. Thus losing things most important to me. Including myself. I gained my definition by eliminating the one thing that was holding me down. The job. I found myself through friends and the one person who helped bring me to my level. The things that I feel and the knowledge that I gained along the way just let me know that there really is no progress without struggle, no matter what the stakes. How do I restore? That remains to be said, but for the record, time heals all wounds, love conquers all, and yes, I believe in the power of it all. Period.

Gotta go hit the weights, happy hump day.

K* I got you, whatever you need.

I'm out yall be cool,
TdC